My First Poem

This was the first poem i wrote when i was in 5th grade.That was the time when i had just started learning hindi ; i laugh at it whenever i read now.....

"Nahi hai koi seema,
Sapt swaron se hai jama,
Raag taal se ki sangam se khula dil ka sama,
Kuch sur mila to hua dukh ki kshama....

Suni thi jab pehle to khil gaya tha man,
Nachne lagi thi hruday ki dhadkan,
Ye hai saare adbhuton se mehengi dhan,
Jiski nahi hai koi wajan....

Laakhon pranam jisne laya ise bhumandal,
Anth nahi iska jab tak na mit ta maanav kul,
Hoga dhun jab tak rahega hawa aur jal,
Yahi hai sangeet bagair mushkil har ek pal.....

I was crazzzzzy about music .That's how this poem came out.Later i realized how bad i was in hindi.!!!!

True differentiation is -----

Today I visited Ayyappa temple near my place.Before that have u heard about Jayamala's Shabarimala issue?Why are girls not allowed ? I dont understand. If this the case then why are we allowed to enter into ayyappa temples other than Shabarimala? Is rules not same everywhere ? "Women are making their mark in every field." Offcourse yes but why differentiation."Women not allowed inside a temple".Now , how does this sound.No action has been taken regarding this issue.
This is India and this is what we follow.Height of embarrassment......I wasted half an hour thinking what to type but felt ashamed of the practices that we are following.My fingers are not running.Really cant type anything more than this.

Happiness

One of the major necessities of all living beings.Ofcourse a necessity else what are we living for.? But the question is how do we get it ? Just look around you once.What do you see ? Then think is this what i wanted...are you satisfied ? According to me , happiness is not what you have acquired or what you are aming to acquire.I am saying this because , the reason for happiness today may not be the same tommorrow.For example , today You are happy by getting a new dress but tomorrow may be u are not if again u get a new dress.Why is this ? This is because of ur mood.In 24 hours , your mind might have got a new definition of happiness.Then how do we define it ? Well that depends on each and every individual and may or may not remain constant always and there are many ways to get it according to the respective definition.
According to me I can find happiness even when i am sad.That is nothing but the solution to my sadness.Happiness cannot be got.It can only be found if one really wishes to.Remember if you reallly want to be happy , no one can't stop you.

Emotions !!

"Emotions" without which no living thing exist or is it possible ? I dont think so.We also have heard about navarasas(nine kinds of aesthetics).But experiencing the combination of this is a superb feeling.I felt it just now.So thought of putting it here.Can one be happy as well as sad at the same time? It is possible when we hear a news which is good to some extent and equally bad as well.But this situation should be worst.I mean,the good part should be too good and the bad one should be too bad.The feeling that you get at that moment has no simile.This was only about happy and sad.These two emotions are very common ones.The combination of heoric and furious(raudra and veera rasa) is extraordinary.We might have seen in movies.But experiencing this in reality is very rare.These aesthetics exactly show our emotions or feelings and cannot be hidden easily.I cannot suggest anyone to try these things because it can only be felt and depicting becomes so difficult.But enjoy when you feel it as the mixture of different emotions strike without our knowledge.

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Actually i was thinking what to type..I did not get a topic. why does this happen? Some times thoughts flow like anything but sometimes we are blank.So, I have not given a title.Its natural for all human beings.Its new Year day.So, finally I decided to be regular in blogging.I got some thought now .What else can be the best place than my blog to put it down.
""Thinking makes you think"".Have you felt it ?. Just try...Start thinking on a particular topic and finally you will end up on some other thing.This tells how fluctuating our mind can be.Meanwhile the topics keep changing frequently leading to loops and there are cases when we forget the main topic.Maintaining the level and flow of thinking has become so tough to human these days.

Special moments :)

We close our eyes during many situations but there are some special moments during which without our knowledge we do close our eyes.Any guess ?!! It happens when we pray and when we kiss.It may happen in many other situation...When we pray , its devotion and total surrender towards the almighty and while kissing its all about love.I am taking these two states since the reaction of eyes during these times is same.It just closes.This can be linked to "peace"ful state.This is because , when we are in peace, our eyes is always closed..eg:meditation,sleep etc.Considering these situations as special moments is not wrong even though it happens every day.Special moments is not based on time factor. They are always there but we do ignore.Well ,the definition of special may differ from each person but when you feel something is nice ,,, that should be considered special and enjoyed.

Dreaming minus Thinking

I would like to make one thing clear before I seriously start to write someting.Here,Im not talking about the nightmares or bad dreams that we come across when we are asleep but about those dreams which we feel good about. (You will understand it at the later part)
     "All human beings are also dream beings. Dreaming ties all mankind together"-Jack Kerouac.This is so true. Isn't it ?But what when we start thinking on our dreams.?Suppose , your dream is to buy a brand new car .You imagine about the latest technologies in it,color,its special characteristics,a long drive, family and friend's wishes etc..such a happy moment !! but,to make this happen , you have to buy ! If you have enough money , it's done but when when you realize that you are in short of it , then you begin to think ! Tragedy...This is just an example.Car can be replaced with any of your dream and money with anything which is a big reason that makes your dream unaffordable.Now, when you start thinking,things tend to take negative side .Time factor to accumulate money,cost price statistics,versions in the same model etc..What a difference in DREAMING and THINKING ! Does thinking bring a pause ,a jerk to our goals,ambitions,dreams ? ( considering goals and ambitions as dreams).Well,in this case it does.By subtracting "thinking" from "dreaming" , life seems so nice and enjoyable. Everything looks easy and smooth.I have no definition to the word dream and thanks to -------- (what ever you felt that brought this wonderfull experience to the world) !!

Suffering - An Art

Life teaches us many things every second. Experiencing those lessons has many sections in it. Just like Chapter's in our text books.We like few and not all. Life is the replica of the same.There is a reason behind every like and dislike . Each and every up's and down's in life has a limit for an individual.One can't react same at all stages of life.When we are passing through some tough days , we tend to loose all hopes and life seems to be total waste.This is one part of suffering(mentally feeling down).There may be people who have undergone worst times but I would put suffering as an art since every living being dose not have the capacity to go through the pain creatively. Confused ? Suppose you are suffering of illness or any kind of mental trauma.How do you handle people or any situation at that time ? Just close your eyes and think and find the difference as to how u reacted to the same person at both times.Was it the same ? Clear ?Now, thats the reason I specified it as an art..It's tough to manage our senses and have a control over it at all times of life and balancing it is exactly what creativity(art) is all about which again is taught by life !! Amazing . Isn't it ?